Dear Boy: A Year

I realized today that it has been over a year.
A year since I dated Wade.
A year since I got back on my horse.
A year since I learned so much

A lot and yet so little has changed in a year.

I gained a second family at the ranch.
I gained so much more confidence.
Confidence in myself, confidence in my instincts, confidence in the horses, and confidence that 
I can do new things.

After Wade I was so scared, so.... broken.A year later I finally realized that
I WAS GOING TO BE OKAY.
I realized that it's not up to someone else to make me happy. it's up to me.
I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN MAKE ME HAPPY.


I still don't know what I'm doing over 90% of the time, but

I. Am. Still. Going.
and that's the important thing.

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"This life is what you make it... You're going to mess up sometimes, just because you fail once doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie?" -Marilyn Monroe

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