I realized today that it has been over a year.
A year since I dated Wade.
A year since I got back on my horse.
A year since I learned so much
A lot and yet so little has changed in a year.
I gained a second family at the ranch.
I gained so much more confidence.
Confidence in myself, confidence in my instincts, confidence in the horses, and confidence that
I can do new things.
After Wade I was so scared, so.... broken.A year later I finally realized that
I WAS GOING TO BE OKAY.
I realized that it's not up to someone else to make me happy. it's up to me.
I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN MAKE ME HAPPY.
I still don't know what I'm doing over 90% of the time, but
I. Am. Still. Going.
and that's the important thing.
