Dear T: The End

Dear T,
I can't help but feel like
I made the biggest mistake
Of my life. 

Walking away from you last night was The single hardest thing  I have ever had to do.  Looking back at you, sitting in the big blue chair with your head in your hands, I wanted nothing more than to turn around and hug you until you felt okay. 

We decided it was a good idea to take a break until we get things all figured out. although I know it is what we are supposed to do, it kills me to think that I may have walked away from the best thing that has ever happened to me. 

You are home to me. 
You are my family. 

I want us to be together more than anything. You changed my life. 
You changed my dreams. 
You spoke of forever, and I wanted forever to begin as soon as possible. 

You have my heart.
My whole heart. 
And you know I don't give that away easily. 
And the thing is that  I don't want it back. 
It's yours. 
It has been since the beginning. 

Before you I was afraid to let go. 
I was afraid to let the walls come down. 
I was afraid to love. 
I was afraid to listen when people said it was my time, that love was just around the corner. 

Then you happened. 

I don't want this to be goodbye. 
You're my best friend. 
Just remember that
I love you cowboy. 

I love you more than you'll ever know. 

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