Dear Boy: A Year
Labels: from the heart
You Get A New Dream
Labels: attitude of gratitude , T-Cross
Keeping It Together: Part II
Labels: explanations , from the heart
Current Jams
I feel the strange need to share
my current favorite songs
[prepare for YouTube overload]
Labels: favies , the beautiful incredible me
Keepin' It Together
Labels: explanations , T-Cross , the beautiful incredible me
Recap: Gramps and Ballin'
Labels: attitude of gratitude , explanations , from the heart
My Real Home
Bucket List (updated version)
PLACES:
[] National History Museum
[] Venice
[] Europe
[] Machu Picchu
[] Canada
[] All 50 States
[] Grand Old Oprey
[] Russia
[] Disneyland
[] Ocean
[] Niagra Falls
[X] Yellowstone
[] Northern Lights
[] Bahamas Cruise
EDUCATION:
[] Guitar
[] Spanish
[] College Degree
[] Have a 4.0 GPA
[] ASL Alphabet
[] 2 Instruments
[X] Driving a Standard
[X] Watercolor
[X] Academic Awards
[X] Chess
[] Teaching Degree
[] 50 Books in a Summer
EVENTS:
[] Kentucky Derby
[] MLB Game
[] Rockefeller Center at Christmas
[X] Temple Square Christmas
[] Wicked
[X] Miranda Lambert Live
[] Eclipse
[X] Crack a Whip
[X] Break a Colt
[X] No Sleep for 24 Hours
[] Shed Hunting
[X] Repelling
[X] See Hard Work Pay Off
[X] Use a Fire Hose
[X] Answer Someone's Prayer
[X] Jeeping
[X] Eat Sushi
2012: The Year of the Bucket List
Dear Boy: Part II
Dear Boy,
I now understand
why you stopped talking to me.
The girl is beautiful,
I'm happy for the two of you,
really, I am.
Just know that not a
day goes by that I
don't think of something
that I would tell you;
that I don't do something
that reminds me of you;
that I don't hear a song
or watch a movie that
makes me think of you.
I can't help but think about
how you made me feel
important
how you made me feel
beautiful
and how for the first time
in a long time that I was
truly happy.
I guess the truth is that
I miss you.
I miss how you could
make me laugh,
I miss how my heart would
start pounding every time
I would see you or when
you would reach for my hand.
Don't worry about me,
I'll be okay,
I always will be.
I have so much to be grateful
to you for. It was because of you
that I got back on my horse
for the first time in ten years.
thanks
It was because of you that I
learned that I deserve to be
treated like I am the only girl
that is out there.
thanks
I learned that the walls that
I have built up in my heart
aren't as strong nor as high
as I thought they were because
you broke almost all of them down.
thanks
But remember
remember me,
remember how easily I trusted you,
remember how you made me laugh,
remember how you still have a piece of me,
and remember that if you came
back that I would accept you like
nothing happened, like you didn't
break my heart, like we were best friends.
I guess what I'm really trying to say
is that I'm not over you
even if I say that I am.
Labels: from the heart
We Been Talkin' 'Bout Jackson
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Recap: My Great Gramma
Labels: explanations , from the heart , the beautiful incredible me
Dear Boy...
Labels: from the heart